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The past days have been extremely tiring. I was busy last week because of the preliminary examinations and that's up until this afternoon when I took our Statistics examinations. Another tiring factor to consider is my report for Introduction to Special Education. The topic for my report is Mental retardation and we weren't able to finish our discussion earlier today. It's fine though, there are only a few more topics to discuss before I finally finish up everything. I've openly volunteered to report on Gifted children as well since I find it fascinating.

Gifted. After mentioning that word in class, there were two things that came into my mind. First, giftedness for people who are intellectually amazing. Crazily, the second that came into mind is physical giftedness in particular area of the woman's body. The BREASTS. Haha! Anyway, that wasn't intentional. We suddenly got to that topic after discussing about Mental retardation.
I'm going to watch A Very Special Love a movie by Sarah Geronimo, my favorite singer, and John Lloyd Cruz, an uber cute celebrity. Anyway..gotta go..Too tired..haha..TC

World Cyber Games

Last Saturday was the World Cyber Games event and my friends and I decided to attend.
We already anticipated the fact that there weren't that many cosplayers in that convention but we still insisted in coming. We didn't actually stay in the con area all day, we roamed all around the mall of Asia and just took a few pics from the places that we passed and went to. It was still fun, even without the cosplay and anime excitement in the usual conventions that we go to. It feels really nice to get to be with friends after all.

It's been a long time since Umi, I and Aki got together for a con. During the last anime con, Mangaholix, we weren't able to actually enjoy the event as a group because we were all scattered. And during the WCG, it felt like the group was reunited somehow, although Yhuey wasn't present during that day. We spent the whole day chatting, checking on Comic Alley, making friends with the Comic Alley personnel and simply enjoying our little adventure. Aki still has to go home on his own to Cavite, while Umi and I had to traverse back to Laguna. For the whole day, I took three jeepney rides, two bus rides, one multicab ride and one tricycle ride. It was totally exhausting and yet totally fun as well. I look forward to the up coming Lights Out Yaoi Con this coming September.

If we enter the cospetition, it's going to be my very first experience to actually participate on a cosplay. Haha! I'll be crossplaying, Shibuya Yuuri from Kyou Kara Maou! or God(?)Save our King from Animax. He's one of my most favorite characters in all of the anime shows that I've watched. He is the lead character in this show and I really enjoy watching him and his antics. Umi will crossplay as Wolfram, the guy in blue, so we will be crossplay partners. They're both guys, thus the reason why we are entering a Yaoi con. It's going to be exciting! I've also managed to persuade my best friend, Hazel, to come with us and she's considering if she will go as Greta, Shibuya Yuuri's adopted daughter. It fits her character since Greta is also quite petite since she's only a kid.

That's it for now! Ja! Matta Ne!

I Feel Terrible...super terrible...

I had a fight with my parents over certain stuff concerning me going back to K.S.A. and my studies. I don't feel like posting anything too long today but I need to let it all out now. I feel really bad. I don't know what to do. Should I choose my studies or should I go back to Jeddah because it's a once in a lifetime opportunity? Obviously, this concerns me, however, I don't feel like I'm part of the problem. It feels more like I'm the problem itself.

In the past, I don't do well in school. I get failing marks and I often prefer to just sit and do nothing to studying. But now that I enjoy everything, it suddenly feels like my parents want to deprive me the chance to study. Do I really not deserve anything? In the past days that I've felt this way, I even wonder how I go on. I'm not kidding when I say that sometimes, I really feel like I don't want to go on anymore. I don't want to die, because I don't want to be a quitter but I just feel so stupid right now. My feelings aren't that helpful anyway. It doesn't matter to anyone.